Mind of my own - Strung Out
...3,
2,
1
It's
four
o'
clock
The
t.v.'s
on
My
mind
is
shut
off
And
my
own
thoughts
are
gone
I
change
the
channel
I
change
my
mind
I
change
my
life
I
wanna
leave
it
all
behind
Cause
I
don't
have
a
mind
of
my
own
I
am
influenced
by
Everything
I
see
And
I
can't
help
it
now
Everything
in
my
life
Just
thinks
for
me
...3,
2,
1
Can't
help
this
habit
I'm
in
love
with
my
disease
Worshiping
my
idle
time
A
life
I
cannot
seize
Trapped
by
depression
And
I
sleep
all
day
But
Xanax,
Valium,
Attavan
Makes
it
all
OK
It's
so
much
more
Than
a
cry
for
attention
No
loving
hands
can
sooth
this
ache
So
much
more
than
a
war
with
the
world
It's
my
own
degradation
It's
my
own
self
hate
I
preach
my
pessimism
Right
out
loud
to
anyone
who'll
listen
I'm
not
afraid
to
be
alive
I'm
afraid
to
be
alone
...3,
2,
1
Late
at
night
my
monsters
find
me
From
under
the
bed
or
out
of
my
past
All
alone
with
nobody
to
talk
to
Sanity
gets
put
to
the
test
I
close
my
eyes
but
I'm
still
haunted
Sometimes
I
get
too
twisted
to
sleep
As
all
my
world
crumbles
all
around
me
Inspirations
become
admissions
of
defeat
Cuz
I
don't
have
a
mind
of
my
own
I
don't
have
a
mind
of
my
own
Everything
in
my
life
just
thinks
for
me
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